A flickering light pours in,
the darkness parts its cloak.
The radiance it hurts my eyes.
I have been in this dungeon for so long.
The day was decided when i was thrown here.
I had loved him,
he took me for mere pleasure.
I abandoned my belongings,
because they were just things.
But i promised myself;
i would erase the memories in dark.
I would learn to laugh at my plight.
It seems like eons have passed since then.
Still as the light penetrates i can remember you,
your shadow,your fragrance,your voice.
I left them i thought!
i forgot you i thought!
You step in right through the penetrating light,
look into my eyes with an apology.
I stare with no sense of belonging.
And i say Oh! i know you are here why,
I am such a stupid,
how could i not do that.
Now that you have come,
I shall say,
“Our paths shall never cross now
you can live with your dream girl
Hereby i bid you a long awaited goodbye.”
Clasping hands of miseries.
Breaking every single moment.
Crumbling my world lies.
Assurances seem so hollow.
Trust rests on the facaded soul.
His identity undisclosed yet a belief lingers.
Lies pile up and logic wanders.
Was i ever his or it was just customary?
I was in love but
What was it from him?
I look from here it seems so long.
Back or front everything conflicts.
Rising from the ashes the past engulfs.
Calling from ahead the future awaits.
In the dilemma of choosing ;
to go back or move in front,
life experiences a standstill..